scratch what i said about fateback being kick ass. now they put ADS in the sites. *pif*pif*
I haven't touched RO for this whole week. I was bombarded with things to do for the organization and I was encountering thesis problems >_<

and someone hosted me! ♥ I will be moving soon :)

There's really something in me that seethes with anger about rich, spoiled brats. I was driving and suddenly a Ferrari ran down on me. Like he owned the world because he drives a stupid black convertible. Well he can go shove his stupid car up his gay a**.

I was driving around the Metro. From Manila->Makati->The Fort->Greenhills->Manila->The Fort. Because the driver didn't show up, I ended up playing chauffer to my family and to my sister who was working at MC Home Depot.
Now I'm tired.

Actually I didn't sleep well and got to bed at 3am and to be shook awake at around 9 because yeah, I was in need of my pathetic driving services.

I have an addiction for chili sauce. One particular chili sauce for that matter. I want it on everything lately. >_>

Although fateback totally kicks ass... I wish someone would adopt me ^______^ *heee*

Anyway. Just to give some introductory welcome to the people who might visit since I've published the URL on my Lj, Hello! Konnichiwa! Samiseyo! This is my web journal =). A little something to show I'm alive and it'll be a full-fledged site in a few days or weeks...and this will be the rebirth of me! Yes. Me. Yours truly. (pumps fist victoriously in the air).

Oh yeah. please love me... sign my guestbook please ? :) thanks thanks thanks :)) God Bless!

It seems as if that I'm alive.
Yes. this will be the new layout but I will be adding things slowly. But due to the dire need to be once again in the web world that I missed terribly. I want this little beauty (as I proudly say) up. The other pages I would make soon. But for now, this web blog will stay alive as long has fateback doesn't backstab me and it would suddenly disappear like ekobalumik did. *cries*. All my old works are stored in ekobalumik. And my old unpublished works are missing due to loss of hard disk *anguished*.

*cries even more*

For the past six months I've been dead. Dead because of almost not enrolling. Dead because of past misgivings. Dead due to consistent drugging of the blessed curse, Ragnarok Online. But I'm alive now, YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH I'm alive! People rarely see me now in Gox. I've been scurrying around the depths of DLSU that I don't even step my foot on. My judgemental self still sneers with loathing each time I see some white, tank-top clad girl with a pair of hip hugging washed out jeans and those mules that completely baffled me to get such torture to my poor feet. Anyway I have MWF classes onto the brighter, cheerier side of the campus (yuchengco). Good God. I'm in a class full of Legal Management Froshies. I don't really mind them much. I'm too busy scribbling notes, listening, laughing, and doing regular school stuff.

Hahahah!!! I missed this. I totally missed this. I swear.

And just to let you know how I look since I've been MIA. Here's a recent pic. Enjoy =P



I will sign out here. Later.

There wasn't really much to say...
THe past few weeks i've haven't written is the past few weeks that i've done a lot of thinking.
things that I don't want to see, things that i didn't really want to happen

but it did.
So I'm wasted I'm so wasted

The Mutuality doesnt exist anymore.

The Love is there. The affections and desire and longing is existentialized.

Say good-bye to the layout you see.

Tis will be gone soon...

Tis such a joy to lie in bed with someone you love beside you, watching their sleeping face Isn't it such a wonder how you can be so close, to caress his cheek, to smoothen his hair, to lightly touch his lips against yours, as you both sleep. Your hands clasped together. Turned together for warmth.

And he never turns away.

Wonderful is a man who never turns around to face his back on his watching wife, or his sleeping love.
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We all have things to worry about,things to meddle about, things to take care of...in the insane attempt to juggle everything.to do my research paper, my re-debate, the finals, and other things that are piling up.

the thought of you, with your big brown eyes, your smile that light up a million dark and sad things of my life, your coffee cream skin, your lovable hugs and kisses...your beautiful love...

suddenly even if the world was against me, its okay.

because,

i have you...right?
you love me...right?
we need each other...right?

right....?

anyway,
i love you...

If you see this version it means I'm alive.
Now, due to the truckload of work I've encountered, I haven't even placed a decent thing here.

so, I welcome myself back into the web-world.

Ja.

ewan ko ayoko na nga magpost.

What an extremely busy week that was...
hehe. I'm glad its all over...........


Oh, I just have to say something...

I love you....

"the irony gods are playing at me again."

minsan lang nga maging madalas na masaya
bat niyo pa ako kinulam nanaman.
di na ba kayo nakontento parati nalang may gumugulo sa isipan ko.
masarap bang gawin akong isang puppet na kayang kaya niyo ako controlin sa bawat galaw ko.
alam na alam niyo paano akong tumatawa at umiiyak
alam na alam niyo anong nagpapasaya at nagpapalungkot sakin.
kaya ba masarap paglaruan ang damdamin ko?
porket bang marami akong kasalanan, at maraming pagkakamali
kailangan niyo bang lagyan pa ng di lang asin pati pait sa loob ng puso ko.
baket ba ako nalang...
magkatapos isang oras sa kakasabi ko lang na maayos ang lahat.
heto nanaman kayo...

The Ataris-In this diary

Here in this diary, I write you visions of my summer. It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs, and not a spoken feeling. I’m knowing that right now is all that matters. All the
nights we stayed up talking listening to 80’s songs and quoting lines from all those movies that we love. It still brings a
smile to my face. I guess when it comes down to it...

Being grown up isn’t half as fun as growing up: These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters is just following your heart and eventually you’ll finally get it right.

Breaking into hopes of swimming pools, and reeking havoc on our world. Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time.
The black top’s singing me to sleep. Lighting fireworks in parking lots, illuminate the blackest nights. Cherry cokes under
this moonlight summer sky. 2015 Riverside, it’s time to say goodbye. Get on the bus, it’s time to go.

Being grown up isn’t half as fun as growing up: These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters is just following your heart and eventually you’ll finally get it right..

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yep. I wish I wasn't grown up as I am. I wish everything was just full of fun and games and laughter and love.
Stupid people, why did they make life so damn complicated.
Why can't we just follow our hearts...

(sigh)

whoahoo...new blogger thingie layout...
aaaah i just wanna say v5 is coming.
i hope that the irony Gods didn't hear me.

can i also wipe out today...?
when i got home, love songs crooned on the radio...
good timing that was.


2 am...and the rain is falling
face to face with the crossroads once again
you're telling me you're so confused
you can't make up your mind...
ladeedah...can't remember


i'm sorry...

all i wanted was to existentialize yesterday
yeah, it's tomorrow already
but all i felt was being trapped in yesterday's memories
all i feel is yesterday.

I wish there was a way to existentialize this day.

the day in vain...=P

The most beautiful sound in the world is:
cheesy as it may seem, you have this incredibly sexy, sweet way of say I'm sorry and I love you.....

pics! pics! pics! :)) enjoy


why are we so sad? not


my view of the classroom


artsy fartsy shot


not listening in advanse


me and nix


me and nix again


nikki with thumbs up


nikki trying to look angry...


nikki's playing with my cam, took a shot of his phone


my favorite notebook and my pen


we had a short quiz for competh, check out my answers haha.


guess whose eye this is? :P

alone in this empty chair
I whisper your name.
-new black car

Home alone on a sunday afternoon.
No one's here except me and the shadows of this house.
Gonna order pizza later.
Actually I'm not hungry
I don't wanna eat lunch.
I wish you're here.
But you're not...