plug: something i made for a friend =).
was in the mood hahaha...don't know why...

Friday Five on a saturday.
1. What are your favorite ways to relax and unwind?
--writing, playing games, tinkering with the photoshop coffee, *hugs*, sleeping.

2. What do you do the moment you get home from work/school/errands?
--take off my shoes and open the pc. find something to much or gulp

3. What are your favorite aromatherapeutic smells?
--eh....his perfume? lolz. wala dunno di ko alam.

4. Do you feel more relaxed with a group of friends or hanging out by yourself?
--i love being myself sometimes. pero if i feel wacky..friends would be better

5. What is something that you feel is relaxing but most people don't?
--gaming! staring into the PC for eons and not even forgetting to take a bath or do homework and stuff

(magkatabi nanaman kami ni former guestbook fan sa comlab...and once again I'm in hyper mode, although not much but still..hyper...giddy hyper. blah.)

Hey, in the comlab right now.
No class...yet
feeling more chipper than yesterday.

patricia: he think's his mom knows you guys.. although he's not entirely sure. I do know they're both doctors....anyway...whatta coincidence...

ekobalumik IS NOT CLOSING!!!!!!!!
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!....
pardon moi. *happy*
sayang naman goodbye issue ko wehheheheh...
Haven't posted something decent here for a long time.
Well, I got sick on tuesday.
(If you could see how pathetic I am... I was shivering from the cold (the air conditioning in rm 210 was set to freezer mode I think) and I was chattering)
And to think I was already wearing double jackets that day.
I couldn't take it so, I went home. right after encomp.
And spent 5 mins at home throwing up. blowing chunks, spewing gak, tossing watercolors, and (insert your favorite barf word here).
Good thing I'm well now.
Spent the afternoon @ powerplant. With him and his friends.
And yes, version 4 will be up soon....(or sometime soon)
Oh, people...website people....MEETING THIS SATURDAY (as if anyone reads this sh*t)
I will post notice on the groups....

As my days are numbered here...I'm preparing a goodbye issue.
Kung umabot.

ekobalumik might be closing.
So, i might be left in the void....
If anyone is willing to adopt me in the near future...*hopeful*. please do tell...
Thanks mik, for everything...! *huggles*

Things I have written...about him...that makes me cry...with happiness.

--"i love the rain...and i love him"
--"I woke up this morning with 1 miss call. who else?"
--"Suddenly the world seemed much more of a better place"*sigh in contentment*
--he quietly slipped his hand in mine...and ....and we are once again okay.
--"it's okay, you're human, i'll just give you a *hug* =)
--what would i do without him?...
--and yes, i keep lighting candles for us...
--i called and i wanted to say how much i love him
--then he was at my side on the backseat, he was holding me like he was protecting me from everything in the world. it felt so real. and i just want to die and stay in his arms forever. he kept stroking my hair and hugging me.i kept thinking hindi siya galit sakin and contentment was filling up this dreadful void.
but i woke up.
--...blissful part of this day consisted of him having no exam, lives all the way in novaliches, and he sacrificed 4 hours (going to and fro his house) on the road to be with me. where he could just be sleeping, playing warcraft or reviewing for his exams.
and he waited for me after the os exam. and he was there when i needed a hug because the test was so damn crappy.
--i kept hugging him and hugging him and hugging him hahaha...i can't believe his real. i can't believe someone loves me that much...
--we were avoiding any physical contact.(the walls have ears, and eyes) but when we got in the lrt he gave my hand a squeeze.
--he enveloped me into his arms and told me "hindi kita iiwan...."
--the only rich thing is the love he has for me and how much i love him...damn...san ka makakahanap ng guy na ganyan...
--we spent the whole movie giggling at the funny parts (the other people were just silent) just hugging and laughing hehe.
basically we were in blissful peace.
--And I ate one of the best green tea ice cream on F.I.C. (Fruits in Ice Cream) I remembered his sweet tooth and I just messaged him if he would like some ice cream.
He replied : Yup, pero mas gusto ko ikaw *smiles* *muah*muah*
AWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!
--sana nakauwi na siya...*worried* pero I know he's on the road somewhere....*very worried*
--It seemed like a pretty happy day. We (him and me) were both very hyper-happy, giddy-dorky, very huggy and smiley. Not even sure why. Even his friends were grimacing because we are so, well, let's just say ants couldn't be any more happier..

...these might be the last...

my redesign will probably postpone till early october
Im not yet sure.
but it might push on .... it really depends

hey...the start of the school, start of the term. and I need a cobol book.
Just finished Veronica Decides to Die, by Paulo Coehlo, good book. Very pretty.
I was looking through my baby pics, and saw this very chubby, very cute baby that wouldn't laugh all that much.
just a couple of times.
Damn! I was so cute then.
I wonder what happened to me? *scratches head*
ay oo nga ineng, the lj code is ready, just tell me where to place it awrighty? =)
oy, yung next code generated kung gusto mo bigay natin ke mik kasi balita ko ke tashy-washy eh gusto daw niya ng lj ^^.
ayun lang sige...off to work...

Things to do for the weekend
-redesign
-cobol stuff
-copy off anmath notes in new notebook.
-call him? hehe (*later on*)
-blahblah.....

testing?

ey,ey, ey redesign coming up...sit tight. ^^
I am feeling bubbly.
yeah, I miss you. you know that. I rarely see you anymore....
so, pardon me if i feel very huggy around you lately....
*hugs*
*hugs*
ey warcraft player, former guestbook fan
wanna play sometime? hehehe
pluggie: mooooooooltimedia-driven person =)
and I finished the project...just wanna say hello to sir and see how's he doing.
i have a dream for this term...
hope it comes true...
bleak, but hopeful....

if anyone is ever so kind to direct me to some sites that feature researches on high performace systems and clustered controlled systems, i would be eternally grateful...!!!!

wala nang lasalle akawnt...
dang.
but anyways. I still have about 90% more to go on the first part....
and the reflection paper ARGGGGGGGH!!!!!!!!!!
*shakes head in despair*

i just wanted to say im sorry,

i will continue on with the site...^^
but i have to do my research first...
so it will stay like this for a while

i am just dorkily giddy today.
hahahahhahahahhahahahahha.
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
pardon. *hiccup*
i got an 80 on the introdb finals.
wahoo!!!!!!
so my higest possible grade could be a 2.5
well 2 would do
im worried about the last 3 subjects that i really don't know the outcome
introos
network and ofcouse
ANMATH
*sigh*