pluggie: cheryl has a new layout! Pretty =)

My, my
I just got back from the parlour (fanny serano's).
Peachy did my make-up (she also does Sharon Cuneta's make up stuff)
Evelyn did my hair. updo with little sparkly eklats.
and yes, the only ones there were me, and another artista
Lani Mercado , said my mom.
I saw her eating fishball ^^;;
I think it was cute.
And very down-to-earth
Although I can't stand seeing her looking at me with those hawk eyes of hers.
Finally she said that the hairstylist doing my hair was really good.
We keep shooting wary glances at each other.

Phahooey only one more day till the big debut
yuck yuck, naeexcite ako ewwwww
even if I'm going to wear pink!
HYAAAAAAK!!!!! *grimaces* =P

I added new people in the links page, as well as a new button.
can you see I am so bored? *snore*
Oh...how come no one signs my guestbook anymore? *sad*
Hope some lovable people drop by and gimme something to read *hint*hint*
that's it.
Now, off to neopets.
byeee *wave*
[10/24/2002 11:43:30 PM | disturbed angel] --->Eyyy you...check out the time....♥
anyways... that's it for now...

plugging: skylight-media @ .com
She offers the webhosting...hehehe!!!!! Check it Out.

I fixed the pictures. It looks okay. If I have enough time, I would probably upload more pictures.
My love for you increases exponentially...
yeah, that's for you ♥
plug : maldita.sinfree.net
drew.ph/hashtray
akosicarlo.com

I will link you as soon as I have the time...
sorry.

sus bano...hehe di nagwork hehe anyway i'll fix it later.

oooohhh I took some pics on my new digital cam...
..


here's a picture of my ever wonderful pc.
actually the only thing that's wonderful here is my lcd monitor haha..




somtimes I can be a total nutter...=O

ayun langgg lolz.

inay ko di nasave yung last ko na entry....*bleah*
(my last entry wasn't published...)
eek!
Anmath 2 is starting to be a little more complicated.... =P

feel ko namatayan ako ng matalik na kaibigan...
*sigh*

We live our lives on different sides,
But we keep together you and I
Just live our lives, stigmatized
We'll live our lives, We'll take the punches everyday
We'll live our lives I know we're gonna find our way
I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I believe in you, and i don't really give a damn
If we're stigmatized
We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together you and I
We live our lives on different sides
i love you...

my brain is dead, its not working.
i totally forgot what was I supposed to write here.
funny thing is stigmatized means to mark with dishonor.
I really don't give a damn.

slept at who knows what time thinking
woke at early. can't sleep.
I feel disturbed.

Another beautiful day.
Ate pizza,
got to be with you..♥
Ate chicken barbeque burger at Carls
Watched warcraft III tourney.
Almost beaten insane at booty bay.
Ran out of money... =P
*hugs*
I'm once again updating in phrases.
I gave an old man a 5 peso coin.
..I ran out of jeepnies to ride home, so I walked. Heheh...exercise!

You Are A Romantic Kisser!

You'll only kiss if the mood is right and if you think you are falling in love.

Some may say you're old fashioned, but when you kiss, you see stars!

One kiss from you, and anyone will be hooked forever.



How Do *You* Kiss?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

ohhhh...i wonder if this is true....*giggle*
I do see stars....*laugh*

I beaten the insane computer warcraft...Pure Fluke. The AIs didn't stand a chance agaist the lvl 7 orges. So I suddenly charged and killed them, uneventfully,
we (you and me ) played a little one on one, of course I lost, My strategic expertise doesn't match your speed and fast thinking combat tactics. But I did give you a hard time with my family of Ancient Protectors...;), I was laughing at myself for pitiyingly restoring my tree of ages lashing your towers with 5 to 7 wisps attached to it like leeches.
absolutely funny.
That match lasted around nine minutes.
I have to apologize for being such an ass today. *scratches head*
...
meanwhile, I went to church like I usually do, (lit four candles because I didn't light any yesterday, no money, I feel like an ass) and saw a familiar stranger, yep we kinda knew each other, I've seen her thrice already, always with a smile, sometimes wearing her school uniform holding out garlands of sampaguita...
"Gusto mo ng sampaguita? She would ask cheerfully.
I smiled and said no, thanks.
She would still smile, even If I didn't buy, and damn I keep blushing furiously, because I know I had enough money to buy even 5 garlands.
Although someday, I'm gonna buy from her, because the way she sparkled just holding those flowers makes me pathetic, because I have sorry excuses called problems, although she, she was selling flowers with still that really pretty smile, and probably has more financial problems and other problems to deal.
Ang babaw ko paminsan....*dry laugh*
...the following minutes, i bumped into this song, A john mayer song. Old. But nevertheless, I was reading the lyrics at
carme's site, it kinda hit me some way...*shrug*.

Back To You

Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you
I tried to forget you
I tried to stay away
But it's too late

Over you
I'm never over
Over you
Something about you
It's just the way you move
The way you move me

I'm so good at forgetting
And I quit ever game I play
But forgive me, love
I can't turn and walk away

Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you
I walk with your shadow
I'm sleeping in my bed
With your silhouette

should have smiled in that picture
If it's the last that I'll see of you
It's the least that you
Could not do

Leave the light on
I'll never give up on you
Leave the light on
For me too

Back to me
I know that it comes
Back to me
Doesn't it scare you
Your will is not as strong
As it used to be..
...
wala lang...Ü I'm happier than this morning..

May times talagah sabog tong blogger na to.
(Sometimes I really think this blogger is messing up).
Basically the day went by from hellish to heaven..
Can't believe I was wrapped up safe in your arms.
Too good to be true.
Downloaded the Tonic song.
hehe maganda talgah siya.
Here's also a nice song I heard at Channel V.

Artist: Simple Plan
Album: No Pads, No Helmets...Just Balls
Title: I'd Do Anything

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
but now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of droping out of school
And leave this place
to never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again
I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep I can't forget you
nanana (...)
And I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
'Cuz I know I won't forget you

Tonic you wanted more is a discovered song from 89.9
it was pretty, talks about how someone is dissatisfied on what the other was giving
to the point he cannot live the life the other wants for him.
all about love.
Cute. Download ko siya later...hahaha
...
I love you....*mwah* ♥

Artist: Tonic
Album: American Pie Soundtrack
Title: You Wanted More

Love is tragic
Love is bold
You will always do what you are told

Love is hard
Love is strong
You will never say that you were wrong

I dont know when I got bitter
Love is sure better when it's gone

Because you wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live
You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer
And a love that isn't there


Love is color
Love is love
Love is never saying you're too proud

Love is trusting
Love is honest
Love is not a hand that holds you down


I dont know when I got bitter
Love is surely better when it's gone

Because you wanted more
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live
You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer
And a love that isn't there


I gotta pick me up when I am down
I gotta get my feet back on the ground
I gotta pick me up when I am down

I dont know when I got bitter
Love is surely better when it's gone

Because you wanted more
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live
You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer
And love that isn't there

You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer
Because you wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live

the uncanny grin hides the tear-stained face
that pushes away the pleading cries.
Don't worry about me.
I'm disturbed and I will soon not be.

Donna

Your first name of Donna has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You must guard against emotional excesses, which could result in depletion of energy, creating a desire for quick-energy foods. You could suffer through skin irritations, blood conditions, back trouble, and later, through arthritis. Heart, lung, or bronchial weaknesses could also result.

I got an 80 on my anmath exam. *cheer*
Will play neglected warcraft later.
got in bangag..yehey.

Do you know a part of my life, a part of my heart is now with you...
And it will stay there. as you go to class, go home, go to sleep.
A little tug of love from me is there with you.
I know I must've snag some piece of yours too.
Because I feel the same tug of love. Even if you don't show it all too well.
*smile*
I know you're sick today.
I hope you get better...get well quick!
...
1.03 narin ako...*cheer*

*scratches head*
I am looking at this version with somewhat..skepticism.
*scratches head*
In fact, I am looking at myself with skepticism.
=0





goddamn he looks so cute don't you think? ^__^
I still don't feel myself.

(I added new poems...)
Will add more if I don't get that lazy to type the things I've been writing in papers, notebooks, and other clear surfaces.
But hopefully, hope you people like my site...
There is this empty longing for someone inside my ♥
indescribable sense of yearning.
simply meaning: MISS NA KITA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cry*
Ramble, bramble.
Plug: this is the first person who visited my new site *smile*
off I go then.

Welcome to nightmoon v4.0
title: disturbed angel
author: donna(duh)
..
new stuff
-no more art for the meantime...^^;;

enjoy!

i love you honey...*mwahmwah*

testing for new version...

some r&&b songs i like...highly recommended
Oh Well-Boyz II Men
Stick Around - Someone?
I'm sorry-Jagged Edge
You-by someone.
Profyle-I won't cry
Brandy-Come a little bit closer
...
yes, anmath2 was hell.
the test was.
and I have finished my theopro paper...yehey
and will study distru2 maybe later...
♥ i know you don't read my blogs anymore...*sad*
but still can't help saying I love you......*HUGS*HUGS*HUGS*

Shades Apart - Stranger By the Day
Snow is falling from the sky - in the middle of July
Sun was shining in my eyes again last night
Alarm goes off without a sound - the silence is so loud
Something isn't right

Footsteps echo down the hall - no one's there at all
Dial your number but your voice says "I'm not home"
Everything is inside out - I don't know what it's about

Chorus
It keeps getting stranger by the day
Stranger by the day
It keeps getting stranger by the day
Stranger by the day

Going for a walk outside - to see what I can find
No reflections in the windows I pass by
It feels hotter in the shade - water runs up from the drain
Something's going on

Conversations with a mime - stared at by the blind
Imagination must be working overtime
The world is upside down - everything is turned around

Chorus

By the time I reach your door - I can't take anymore
I just happened to be in your neighborhood
I'm the one who gets surprised - I don't believe my eyes
Your alibi's no good

Whatever happened to the world
Whatever happened to the girl(boy?) I thought I knew
It just can't be true - I guess I'm losing you

Chorus x2

Dear self,
I am a worthless piece of trash that has ever graced the land.
I have brought forth nothing but pain and fury. I long wondered why was I to have set foot on earth to bring hate, wrath, sadness, fury, and anger to people I know?
People I always cared about seems to be suffering. Inflict pain! WOUNDS! HAHAH! DESTROY!!!!!!!!!
Every single thing I say and do seems to hurt people in so many ways I’m beginning to feel I am such a piece of fucking shit.
Suddenly it all becomes clear how I am incapable of loving. Maybe, I was born to hate. I was born to hurt, that is why. When I love, I still spread pain. I still am useless.
Maybe I should say goodbye….
Scar! Scar! Slash! Bleed! Fury! Anger! Pain…
I should be rotting in the flames of hell.
My heart keeps screaming to give myself a break.
If you could readily forgive others, why can’t you readily forgive yourself?
As long as people wouldn’t forgive me. I will forever loathe myself.
I will always forgive others.
Never myself.
Not myself.
Especially for everything that I have done

Love,
Myself.