Friday, November 29, 2002

taking a break from cobol programming *yawn*
in fact I would start early tomorrow.
dressed in pajamas and will spend the whole day typing.
home alone tomorrow. mother and father going to party
sister going to some gimik thing.
good. which leaves me to do my programming duties.
Finished Add Book
Finished Save Book.
Finished Add Student.
Finished Save Student.

Currently working on.
Student Search
Student Delete
Student Edit.

Then might start on the borrowing book.
All in a day. hopefully. matatapos ako.
I brought pc to school. ONE big mistake on that part, I hastily carried my stuff to the table, forgetting to let the guard sign the dratted crumpled form, even my name and id number and signature weren't there.
talk about humiliating myself in front of ogling people on the lobby entrance, me staring this evil glare to the guard.
I got to school around 730. all hyper and bangag. thank you for waking me at 5 ♥ Ikaw na siguro isa sa mga pinkamagandang wake up calls.
You never cease to give me this dorkily-giddy smile just by seeing your name pop up my inbox.
hehe thank's for teaching me to play the tower defense game...whoppee!! that was fun. =)
of course, everything is fun, as long as you're there...more ♥
wheegee *mush*
...
by the way, give me a message if you're my 2000th visitor okiedokie?? =) thanks.
now onto programming...*clickety clack*
although I really really really need to stop for a moment. just to relax....*heartsaflutter*



Tuesday, November 26, 2002

A - Age: :: 18
B - Best Quality: :: ...hyper? loving?
C - Choice Of Meat: :: beef / chicken
D - Dream Date: :: you and me on the beach, picnic, watch the sunset, see the stars ♥
E - Ex (most recent): :: Currently in LOVE
F - Favorite Food: :: kahit ano lang.
G - Greatest Accomplishment: :: marami..(many)
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: :: when I met you. And yung pumasa ako lahat last term despite the difficulties. (I passed all my subjects uneventfully).
I - Internal conflicts: :: the war of the dark and the light
J - Jam or Jelly: :: Jelly
K - Kool-Aid: :: di ko gusto kool-aid. (I don't like kool-aid)
L - Love: :: seems to make people happy and sometimes hurt.
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: :: thing? pc, digital cam, the ring from you, twin bears, cow, angel bear. hmm.
N - Name: :: donna
O - Outfit You Love: :: my elephant pants, bell bottoms, and any cotton shirt, and my platform sneakers, loafers.
P - Pizza Toppings: :: ham pineapples, beef, onions, bacon, cheese, mushrooms.
Q - Question you want to ask: :: why are discriminators born? =(
R - Radical thing you've done: :: uhm. I will have to think about that.
S - Sport To Watch: :: maybe basket ball.
T - Television Show: :: tv-deprived.
U - Unique habit: :: I...I...I don't know.
V - Very favorite word: i-love-you. haha.
W - Winter: :: Spring? Summer? Or Fall?
Y - Yesterday's best meal: :: korean beef. share tayo...♥
Z - Zodiac Sign: :: Leo.
-------------------------------------------------
ara and I started on the cobol mp.
gulay, we were stumped on the files. not knowing if we should use indexed or sequential.
not only that. da fucking terminals at the computer lab won't install the cobol compilers we need...
gaaaaaaarffflaaaaaag. *sigh*
theopro departmental tomorrow...
*dances*
88 in anmath exams *dances more*
*lovesigh* got to be with you....=) *huggles* *dances a jig*

Monday, November 25, 2002

the many faces of the vain one
All about you...attitude.
you are a cheerful, optimistic person. Emotionally grounded (di nga?!) and outward friendly. there isn't a soul who wouldn't trade places with you.
but there is a dark side.
as the sky opens up and unleashes it's fury, so does your temper. luckily, it is tempered with a kind, loving and nuturing soul (NAKS! =P)

all bout you...lover
through disco, punk, new wave hip hop, grunge and garage, you've managed to stay true to the music as you do your significant other.
your relationship has withstood hardship, adversity and that gross-acid-washed-jeans phase. rock on (weh?)

all about you...style
people look to you for fashion advice. (HUUwAAAAT)
mixing and matching colors, doing crazy things with your hair.
you are trendy and eclectic but far removed from the mainstream(yehaa true)
parts of your wardrobe are a blast from the past. (pramis?)
you are no stranger to vintage clothing (farfie. love beads, psychadelic, footsies with high heels WWAHHAHAHA)

all about you...relationships
the choice of the multi-box reveals a deeply practical, yet radical individual who inspires friends and family to work alongside in peace and harmony.
nececssary items are sorted, collected and stored for future reference when in a reflectice frame of mind...

all about you...problems.
problems are no stranger to you. your generous, hard-working nature has left you to open to everyone dumping their problems on you daily.
while this would cause worry and stress for lesser mortals, you have accepted your lot in life with maturity and humilty (talagah lang ha.) understanding that other people's problems are bringing you one step closer to salvation.

all about you...future.
wake up and smell the espresso (yum coffee)
while everyone is pressing snooze for the second time. you're already half-way to work. always on the go, there is a danger of your high-revving engine over-heating,
be sure to keep yourself well tuned. regular maintenance with a healthy diet should keep you running smooth for the long haul.

Sunday, November 24, 2002

plug: maldita has moved!

i bid thee farewell.
The Pepperoni Pocket.
The toaster dinged. And My sister rushed to the oven to get hers out.
I looked at the long little thing. It looks unappealing. But hey, the box promised a lot from this baby. Flaky Crust, yummy filling, and others.

I bit into the end crust (the part I really hate) yup flaky.
I took a spoon, divided the little thing into 2, and saw the gooey cheese and pepperoni ooze out.

Hmm that appealed me.
I took a sample.
Hehe. Wonderful flavors of cheese tomato sauce and pepperoni exploded.
I'm still eating.
*chomp* tender with yeah crusty and flaky at the same time it's not too fucking hard.
aaah junk food splendor is a healing power.
altogether mixed with online journaling and good music.
anyone wants a piece? *chomp*chomp*


SURVEY NANAMAAAAAAAN!
the things you do when you're bored...

1. Do you like having your picture taken? haha "the vain one"
2. Have you ever done a photo shoot, professional or non? wala.
3. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go and why? right now? makasama ka...*HUGGLES*HUGGLES* hay. miss you na.
4. Who would you take with you on this little adventure? ako lang. wala pakialamanan noh!
5. What would you say is the most daring thing to do in a lifetime? jumping off a cliff and diving into the waterfall hehe.
6. Would you ever do that? well maybe...haha if I gather enough guts. ;)
7. Have you ever done crossword puzzles? yeah.
8. Ever actually completed one? oo sa mga test, pero the real crossword puzzles, i cheat haha.
9. Pick up the closest book and write a sentence at random from it. "When in anger I have harmed I regret and spin this charm. Heal this hurt caused by me , by the power of one times three, as I will so mote it be..." -->Nora Roberts
10. Do the same with a lyric from either a cd or the radio. ...Into you so far the words go? So much clearer than you hear. -->Farther down.
11. Have you ever tried to analyze your own dreams? yes.
12. Would you put up posters in your room? I used to. dragonball pa nga eh.
13. Can you sing? i have a singing shower voice.
14. Do you ever sing to yourself while doing everyday tasks? Yup. Esp pag MP.
15. What's your favorite color of post-it note? blue. bloo!
16. How many cassette tapes do you own? cassette?! marami rami may madonna pa mga 80s hehe luma na eh.
17. How many cd's do you own? konti lang. halo halo.
18. Ever bought a cd for just one song? Oo..hehe I wont mention what cd is that ;)
19. What would your perfect day consist of? No worries. extra quality time, and also with friends. Kung baga there's just one day when you can just loaf and do nothing.
20. Have you ever lied to get off the phone or out of talking to someone online?
especially dun sa ogag...EEEK
21. Have you ever written a survey? term paper and thesis
22. How about a song? I tried!!! haha.
23. Or maybe a poem? marami eh.
24. Is your vcr flashing 12:00 all the time? actually its just like this --:--
25. Do you read your horoscope? yeah.
26. If so, do you base your day on it? No,
27. Would you rather chew gum or use mouthwash and why? gum. hassle mouthwash eh.
28. Do you floss? haha I wish. paano kaya may brace ako I have toothbrush for braces.
29. Are you addicted to napster like me? KaZaa
30. How many times a year about are you sick? once a year nilalabnat ako.
31. Ever been in an airplane? yep
32. If so where were you flying to? hongkong singapore and xiamen.
33. What radio station to you listen to most? 89.9, 89.1, 97.1
34. What color are your shoes? i am barefooted today.
35. Was fuzzy wuzzy a bear? ? HAHAHHAHAHA DRUID of the CLAW It wasn't fuzzy wuzzy..da bears..... =) i don't know.
36. Do you know how to play dominos? oo. chicken lang eh LOL
37. Or do you think I just mean pizza by that? .......*whe?*
38. Speaking of pizza, what's your favorite kind? ultimate cheese, bacon supreme, plain lang, bacon cheese, mushrooms ham pineapple, kahit ano wag lang pepperoni, di ko type.
39. What color are your eyes? brown.
40. How many surveys have you filled out this lifetime? hay...marami sige na lowlife na ako.
41. Describe your bedroom, include all details. a pigsty.
42. Name one person your life is made better by. friends you ♥ si dr. caslon in someway.
43. Would you or have you ever shaven your head? i would like to try ;)
44. How about someone else's? naaaah.
45. Can you do math with ease? haha it depends...yung anmath2 exam nung isang araw pwede na =)
47. If you could only talk to one person online who would that be? ikaw ♥ . ^__^
48. Name your favorite type of music and why. r&&b, alt, rock, kung ano ano.
49. Are you a vegetarian? hahah natry ko yun I lived off veggies and tofu! haha di ko kaya!
50. How about an aspiring actor/actress? GARF. Romantic Dialogue Blues *winces*
51. What famous person dead or alive would you interview if you had the chance? God
52. Which movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors? Mighty Ducks,
53. Name one your passions in life. loving people, helping people those WHO ARE TRULY in need
54. What's your least favorite time of day? class hours hehehe.
55. Who's your favorite member in a band, singer, guiter, bass, drummer, and why? ha? marami eh.
56. Do you use hairspray or gel? those gook only comes to my hair if may special occasion
57. Describe your favorite meal. hm.. ALL MY FAVORITE FOODS!!!!
58. What color is the inside of your head when you close your eyes? minsan dark blue. pero usually black with blue spots haha.
59. Ever listen to classical music? oo.
60. Have you ever said lol in real life without thinking about it? OO computer freak!
61. Do you find you use internet language when writing notes irl? no.
62. What songs would be on your ideal cd? hmm marami eh.
63. Say one thing you've learned today. relationships are 60-40.
64. What is the best present you've ever given someone else? hugs and kisses (true? true? *wink*)
66. So hey, what's your full name? Donna Marie Ting Lee P..... hehe di pa po..
67. Describe yourself while drunk. tipsy lang. I wobble in my heels hehe.
68. How big are the windows in your house? liit lang.
69. Do you wear a watch? yes.
70. What's the kinkiest thing you've ever done with someone else? .....wala panaman...^^
71. What's the largest age difference between you and someone you've dated? ?? baka si benson. 18 siya dati 16 lang ako. ewan ko kung date yun. ang patay niya eh. LOL
72. How many mirrors do you have? wala.
73. Write one sentence stating what you want people to say about you after you've passed on. She made a part of my life meaningful when she was alive because of her love and care. gark ang kapal noh.
74. Have you ever sailed? sa mindoro. we all barfed. tsaka papunta sa golingshi and sa kowloon.
75. How fast can you run? I ran 7 laps around the indoor track of the school for a farkingly good 6 minutes. haha with the help of vetz's running shoes. ^^
76. What do you believe in? God. and Love. and Hope. And Faith.
77. How long does it take you to get ready to go out? 30 minutes tops. Pero pag tinatamad ako mga 1 hour dipa ako tapos.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAH....haba....-_-;;

78. Do you shower daily? If not how often? syempre. minsan twice.
79. What one thing would you change in your life if you had the power to do so? sana wala ng dishonor.
80. Describe the ideal superpower and what you would do if you had it. the power to turn back time, stop time, and yeah telekinesis.
81. Are candles romantic or a fire hazard? romantic.
82. Name something you've done in the last 24hrs no matter how big or small. ginawa distru mp hucoint and kung ano ano pa.
83. Do you wear necklaces, bracelets, anklets, earrings. rings? I wear 2 piercings on the left one on the right 2 rings on my ring finger yuun lang.
84. What colors are you wearing right now? a smiley face shirt and ratty cargo pants.
85. How often do you change the sheets on your bed? once or every other week.
86. Have you ever gotten lost? hmm...oo sa hong kong hehe pero nahanap rin namin.
87. What's on your computer desk? pc, digital cam, phone books paperweight clamp i cards hehe some trash.
88. How many folders are on your desktop at the present moment? 3 lang hehe.
89. When your talking do you ever use your hands to do quotation marks in the
air when saying certain words? OO hehe OC.
90. Which landmark would you climb if you could? ehhe Mt. Everest LOL actually sa tsio-sai may isang malaking statue ni gua-nim-mah (a chinese goddess) hehe gusto ko yun akyatin wala lang.
91. Do you own or have you read, or thought of reading any self-help books? Chicken soup.
92. Ever seriously questioned your sanity? Oo. seriously.
93. Can you breakdance? hehe no.
94. What's in your fridge right now? which fridge? marami.
95. How many people do you live with? 5 of us family 2 maids.
96. Have you or would you ever do anything more than kiss in a public area? NO! nahihiya nga kami magkiss minsan sa public eh.
97. What is the strangest thing you've ever done? eh. uhm. meron eh. I was using an umbrella for a machine gun for a play in my freshman highschool years. ewan ko meron pa iba.
98. Name an instrument you've never played but would like to. guitar and drums.
99. Have you ever been on tv or the radio? I've been on tv!! hahaha. for about 5 seconds. nafilm ako dun sa street party sa glorietta dati.
100. What is the worst thing anyone could ever do to you? iiwan ako =(
101. Are you a fast typer? pwede na.
102. How high have you counted before getting bored? i dont count when bored. I yawn like silly then *zz*
103. Describe how you sleep. (ie. your position and/or how you fall asleep) basta higa tapos tulog. hehehe then i wake up in a different position.
104. Are you straight, bi, gay? gay..straight
105. Do you ever do something else while on the computer? Oo games. kinig music. nood tv.
106. What is the most expensive item you own? the pc. tsaka digital cam maybe
107. How about the least expensive? candy.
108. What's your favorite card game to play? pusoy dos!
109. What do you do online? uh duh! magsurf check mail icq
110. Name some stores you've bought clothes in before. uh marami.
111. Have you ever read a book and not understood it? If so which one? Wala panaman. Yung Dragon Lance siguro eh bata pa ako nun.
112. Have you ever watched a movie and not understood it? If so which one? 6th sense..Tae patay napala si bruce willis dun...*sweatdrop*
114. Are you easily influenced by other people, or current trends? i try not to. semi-working. minsan nadadala kasi.
116. Name your worst quality. iyakin ako. emotional. mainitin ulo tampuhin. selfish. magulo isip medyo warfreak.
117. Name your best. I am loving and caring. haha. tutulong talgah ako pag kelangan semi-understanding. warfreak! hahaha. joke.
118. What would you like to do with your life? di ko pa alam. basta I will spend it with you....♥
119. Do you blowdry your hair? pag natripan ko
120. How many clocks are in your house? 4 ata
121. Are they all set on the same time? hahah pwede na.
122. Have you ever intentionally set a clock ahead or behind the actual time? oo watch ko 20 minutes eh.
123. What do you think about when you first wake up in the morning? you... ♥
124. Which browser do you use? IE porber
125. Do you bite your nails? no.
126. Would you ever leave little notes to your gf/bf? yes. ^^
127. Ever been to a farm? Oo..astig nga eh first time ako nakakita ng farm na may peacocks tigers llamas....(eeh highlands eh wala tayo magawa...)
128. Tell me about your dream last night. malabo eh.
129. Ever seen a shooting star? no.
130. Say one thing about yourself you've never told anyone. ewan. Weird ako haha.
131. Do your days fly by or seem to last forever? depende ano ginagawa.
132. Have you ever stayed in a fancy high class rich hotel? Oo. HOliday Inn XIAMEN UNLIMITED BROADBAND INTERNET ACCESS ON PENTIUM 4 DELL PCS!!!!!!!! SHEEEEEEET (comp freak)
133. Have you ever stayed in a rent-by-the-hour motel? hmm wala panamn.
134. What in your opinion is the best advertising slogan out there? just do it? hehe
135. When they start sending rockets to the moon for us civilians, will you be on the list to go? sure. basta kasama ko siya LOL
136. How are you feeling right now? tired. medyo malungkot rin.
137. Have you ever written anything on your skin? Oo..fake henna tatooes using g-tech
138. If so what? see above.
139. Which website do you frequent most often? site ko mail, site ng iba, lj, kung ano ano.
140. What color is most of your clothes? blue.
141. Do you own any plants? wala.
142. Are things as bad as they seem? I don't know yet.
143. Descibe the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you. marami.
144. Ever looked directly at the sun? Oo...
145. Have you ever made a pin hole camera to watch the eclipse? ngek. nope.
146. What's your favorite cereal? choco chex.
147. Who do you miss? you...
148. Name something you just can't forget no matter how hard you try. uhm kung nagtatampo parin ikaw sakin...*sigh*
149. Describe the worst fight you've ever been in whether physical or verbal. ...wag mo na alamin.
Another survey...

B A S I C. Q U E S T I O N S-

[my name is]: donna
[in the morning i am]: sabog. wasted.
[all i need is]: love..
[love is]: something you share with a special someone.
[if i could see one person right now]: you....
[im afraid of]: fear.
[i dream about]: being free from dishonor.

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .

[pictured your crush naked?]: gak no.
[actually seen ur crush naked]: naku...di ko pinangarap to.
[been in love]: yes. I AM IN LOVE.
[cried when someone died]: duh.
[lied]: yes
[coke or pepsi]: ice tea.
[flowers or candy]: flowers.
[scruff or clean shaven]: clean shaven...hehehe
[tall or short]: basta mas matangkad sakin okay na.

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-

[what do u notice first?]: eyes. tapos the smile.
[last person u slow danced with]: wala.
[worst question to ask]: ugh, san base na kayo LOL, or nagwa niyo na? gak!

-W H O-

[makes u laugh the most?]: sila reayen raff gling etc, you , s19 friends, mik.
[makes you smile]: you...
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them]: you...
[do you have a crush on?]: wala in particular ngayon.
[has a crush on u?]: uhm, you? hehehe.
[easier to talk to]: you, ellen. and si cat, cathy. bes dru. abz

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-

[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. u?]: oo....
[save aol/aim conversations]: oo...binabasa ko lang mga kilig moments....=)
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex]: well noh.
[cried because of someone saying something to u]: syempre.natural lang to eh.

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-

[fallen for ur best friend]: yes. dati.
[been rejected]: rejected in what way? nareject ako dati ng friends ko and mga love ones eh.
[rejected someone]: hmm. in what way? sa friends di ako ganun ka grabe...
[used someone]: hindi ah.
[been cheated on]: semi-cheated.
[done something u regret]: hay...

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-

[u talked to on the phone]: ewan. forgot.
[hugged]: you.
[u instant messaged]: si yan yan ata.
[u laughed with]: si mother ata.

-D O .Y O U-

[color ur hair]: no natural brown na eh.
[ever get off the damn computer]: syempre kelangan ko matulog, magaral, kumain, pumasok sa school and syempre magquality time...
[habla espanol]: non comprende.

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-

[smoke cigarettes]: no.
[obsessive]: medyo
[could u live without the computer?]: hindi kaya.
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: marami rami.
[what's your favorite food?]: kahit ano.
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: strawberries, melon, peaches, watermelon, mangoes, cherries.
[drink alchohol?]: pag party, or nagkaayaan.
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: the sunset. I get all emotional. haha/.
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional pain.
[trust others way too easily?]: oo.

-N U M B E R-

[of times i have had my heart broken?]: thrice.
[of hearts i have broken?]: siguro isa.
[of boys i have kissed?]: ...3
[of girls i have kissed?]: GAK
[of continents i have lived in?]: 1 lang poreber pilipines.
[of drugs taken illegally?]:NOPE
[tyte friends?]: che.
[of people i consider my enemies?]: wag niyo narin alamin.
[of cd's that i own?]: ewan marami eh.
[of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?]: wala
[of scars on my body?]:wala?
[of things in my past that i regret?]: marami
to think nagawa ko yung distru in 30 minutes lang eh dati nangangapa ako...
(I made the program in around 30 minutes when I had to think of an algo then, then the algo won't work).
It is needed that one is while and the other is if...
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
*boink*
*boink*
*boink*
*boink*
*boink*
*boink*
*boink*
hay.
miss you.

Saturday, November 23, 2002

nagwa ko narin yung part ko sa distru na mp.
despite well, certain distruptions from the emotional side. *sigh*
hucoint nalang. tsaka theopro
I feel empty =(

Friday, November 22, 2002

Well, well, well, despite the fact I absolutely didn't study too well for that exam. The bonus was the library books part. *jumps*.
Not only that. May malaki akong kasalanan ke ara kasi hindi pa tapos yung add ko. Leche. Tapos sabay di ako papasok tom kasi may family affair...
I feel rather unnerved, I just saw a fire errupting at the deparment of plant industries.
And we bianca and I found a wallet for joyce cruz. a frosh. s13.

...
...

Can I shout it to the world...how much I Love You? ♥
Because I really really do....*mwaaahugs*
Pasalamat nalang na andito ka nagmamahal parin sakin... ♥ Kung marami man sa buhay ko ay tinadtad ng pagkamamali, hinding hindi ka kasama sa mga pagkakamali, kundi isa ka sa mga bagay na nabigyan ang aking buhay ng liwanag....
♥ Mahal na mahal kita....

Wednesday, November 20, 2002

Since, I gave up on the Distru2 mp, and I have finished reviewing for ANMATH2 and will continue tomorrow or later. And yes, I am still sleepy. I am sleepy. I am way hyper.
(You know that...*wink*). I will write an update.
Sir Levi was absent. And Subprograms were discussed in Theopro.
And Me, being really really hungry. ordered extra rice at pupung's.
*takaw-ness emerging*
And I'm still thinking about food.
Being hyper makes me really hungry.
I am thinking about the yummy hamona dogs at agno, and the Stuffed at Agno.
Whoa, whoa.
I chomped on an Oreo cookie. And was solving Differentials of Inverse Trigo Fxns, Logarithmic Differencing, and other Differential related stuff. *snore*
I really don't get it. I'm beginning to like math again. Even if the problems are a total pain.
Glutton in less than 48 hours from cheska's debut, since the dieting frenzy is over.
...miss you na ♥
Oh well. Am thinking of a Christmas Redesign.
My credit card is not mine.
Well, they wouldn't give it to me.
Whatever. I-disapply (weh?) nalang nila noh.
They're just wasting money for annual membership for that wasted card I cannot even use on my own.
Thinking I will be spending like a raving maniac.
Pfft, what snots.*yawn*
Early to school tomorrow.
Read Chapter 16 of ENCOMP, Leadership shit.
Bye.




Tuesday, November 19, 2002

Speaking of pictures..
here are the pics from cheskita's debut.
well it's just one. Click for a larger image

bianca,me,vetz,mel,glady


the vain one


the attack of the vain one, Part II


Ehehehhehe....

Monday, November 18, 2002

Did i also mention I get extremely jealous at people, no matter how they pose and got slapped by a firehose and stuff but is still so goddamn beautiful?
*sigh*
wala lang.
another survey..got it from kharmie

>>First of all, how old are you? 18
>>Do you believe in reincarnation? ehyeap.
>>Would you rather be deaf or blind? none.
>>Do you consider yourself a good listener? yeah. although sometimes I drift...
>>Would you consider your relationship with your parents good or bad? okay to bad.
>>Do you like to dance? i sometimes hate it.
>>Are you shy to ask someone out? if its tended to be a joke, no, but if for real, yeah.
>>What's your dream honeymoon place? hawaii. or in europe.
>>What would be the first thing you'd change about yourself? my fat face. =P
>>If you had a round-trip ride in any time machine, where would you go? I will banish dishonor. =P
>>If you could be invisible for a day, what would you do? I would spy the CCS faculty room. haha. Or just make fun of people
>>Do you like Adidas, Nike, Fila, or Reebok or any other? Nike
>>If you could change your name, what would it be? hmm Shadow ^^
>>If you were in a theater and someone was crying, would you laugh? I rather watch the movie
>>Have you ever thought you were going to die? yes.
>>What's the hardest thing about growing up? settling yourself in the norm. being someone you wouldn't want to.
>>Have you ever gone skinny dipping? no
>>What little unknown talents do you possess? I can do those weird I pat my head and rub my belly kinda thing.
>>If this is Saturday, you could do ANYTHING you wanted, and you had unlimited money, what would you do? go on a road trip spend the day at the beach with frriends and you ♥
>>What are the worst phrases or words you would hate to hear from someone? tangina mo, hate you, fuck you, mamatay ka na, tarantadong anak.
>>What's your worst fear? fear.
>>What is your dream car? vw beetle porsche jaguar
>>Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? nope.
>>Have you ever felt you were in love? I am in love ♥
>>If you were stranded on a deserted island with one person, who would it be? you! ♥
>>What is your favorite color? blue
>>What guy/girl do you want more than anyone else? a guy who's understanding and has sexy eyes. =)
>>If you could be any animal what would you be? a tiger...*ROAR*
>>Do you eat chicken fingers with a fork? sometimes
>>If you could do anything to the person you hated most what would it be? kill them? naah kidding..
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Farkingly too much things to do. And I will update more as soon as I handle all the stress of the week. as well as next week and the coming weeks
FLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHLRJEK:AKLJSF"

Thank you very much for being with me...*huggles*
I am not that hyper anymore....;P
anyway. I will post the pic of cheska's debut hehehe one pic only ^^;;
later

Saturday, November 16, 2002

Survey...

01. I see: a moldy banana peel, kleenex tissues, mouse, my digicam, nora roberts book, and cds..
02. I need: comfort
03. I find: myself very cute...=P
04. I want: na bati and maayos na kami...
05. I have: a lot of things.
06. I wish: na magdeans ako this term (yeah right)
07. I love: ogie
08. I hate: no one in particular
09. I miss: the old happy days..
10. I fear: fear
11. I feel: morbid, tired, sad, sick.
12. I hear: pingy elevator music =P
13. I smell: nothing, air?
14. I crave: hugs hugs hugs
15. I search: for freedom
16. I wonder: if he's thinking of me now.
17. I regret: yung nangyari kahapon...(ahaha reho tayo vetz, la lang)

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: yeah..
02. Bought something: uh, no. snapple?
03. Gotten sick: sick with something else..
04. Sang: yep, in the shower, fx, jeep, everywhere...
05. Eaten: yup, i like my lunch today. fried tofu *yuum* veggies and fried rice.
06. Been kissed: yep
07. Felt stupid: paminsan minsan...(ey, sino nagreremind sayo? )
09. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: ngek, no.
10. Met someone new: si LA. kilala pala niya ako. hehe yunng howe ni mindy the 'firewoman' singer
11. Moved on: too where?
12. Talk to an ex: ngak. ex-mu oo. yung isa ewan ko dun bahala na siya.
13. Missed an ex: gak. N-O.
14. Talked to someone you have a crush on: ha? no.
15. Had a serious talk: yup.
16. Missed someone: ogie.
17. Hugged someone: dami eh. si cat last. or si ellen. not sure.
18. Fought with your parents: no.
19. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: ??

Social Life:
01. Best girl friends: bianca, vetz, glady, ellen, precky, etc etc
02. Best guy friends: ogie, gling, ron, eric, jin (kahit paminsan makapal =P), andrew etc etc
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: ogie
04. If no, current dating partner: tangina anong current dating parter ka diyan?
05. Hobbies: net, writing, reading, music, webdesign
06. Pager: gak.
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: ewan. ano ba ako? hehe.
08. What type automobile do you drive: yung family corolla. farf.
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: vw beetle.
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: both. but not on the same time.
11. Where is the best hangout: basta kasama ang love ko or friends kahit diyan lang kami sa tabi tabi k na ^^
12. Do you have a job: the ultimate slacker
13. Do you attend church: yeah. once a week and special holidays
14. Do you like being around people: oo naman (people person ata ako).. but it's nice to be alone sometimes...

Who:
01. Have you known the longest: NANAY TATAY KO OBVIOUS BA
02. Do you argue the most with: ....? I try not to..
03. Do you always get along with: marami rin
04. Is the most trustworthy: marami..pero usually si ogie.
05. Makes you laugh the most: sila ron and sila precky.
06. Has been there through all the hard times: marami
07. Always has a man/woman: bianca? fed? ;)
08. Is the most sensitive: eh, ako na to.
09. Has the coolest parents: nanay ni raff.
10. Has the coolest siblings: hmmm....*shrug*? baka si ron.
11. Is the most blunt: oops. can i not say? hehe
12. Is the shyest: uhmmmmmm... GREYSON! hahha
13. Is the most outgoing: in what way ba? pag hyper ako, pag yung mga school stuff si bianca, pag all around ehhhh dunno...
14. Is most Rebellious: donna..(ABA!) well sige ako na.
15. Is most conservative: BIANCA TANLO!
16. Is most likely to become famous: ?
17. Is most likely to become rich: ?
18. Is most likely to wind up in jail: hmm hindi ko alam, mabait namna kami lahat eh. (donna? hehe.. jks..ABAAAAAAAAAA sige na criminal na ako)
19. Is most likely to have a million kids: *shrug*
20. Always wears a smile: mel
21. Is the smartest: mami glady
22. Who has the biggest attitude: hmmm....weh? marami siguro wala lang ako maisip ngayon.
23. Without thinking about it, who do you think would die for you: ogie.
24. Complains the least: gladys..
25. Biggest flirt: ??
26. Needs a good man/woman: weh? what you mean?
27. Never ever betrayed you: friends, family, ogie.

Personal:
01. Who is your role model: God.
02. What are your pet peeves: ang hyper ko..SOBRA! di ko alam baket. May pagka siraulo pa bigla nalang tulala ako diyan sa tabi kung san san tumitingin...
03. Have you ever been in love: in love ako ngayon..
04. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: ?
05. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yes.
06. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: ....?
07. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): nope.
08. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: war freak ba ako? no..
09. Ever been cheated on: semi-cheated lang siguro
10. Ever said I love you to a significant other: yup.
11. Rather be dumper or dumped: id rather stay in the relationship. or mutually agree to break up. <-- same sentiments.. :D <---same rin.
12. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship.
13. Want someone you don't have right now: ichigo. and him.
14. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: dati.
15. Do you want to get married: yeah. in the future.
16. Do you want kids: 3 kids.
17. Do you believe in psychics: sometimes they behold to be true.
18. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: *hee* =)
19. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: eyes. and the smile.
20. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: HA? Di ko to gets ah. Ah ewan. I am a very loving, caring and understanding person. Kahit minsan di ko napapakita.
21. Are you happy with you: yeah..
22. Are you happy with your life: sana, may isang aspect na magchange, then I would be forever thankful.
23. Are you depressed right now? Oo..
24. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: Sana di naimbento ang dishonor...

Friday, November 15, 2002

I am absolutely speechless.
I don't know.
Well. Hay...

Tuesday, November 12, 2002

If it comes from the heart, you will know that it's true.

I have just researched about COBOL.
Things to do for the week. (No particular order)
1. Cobol.
2. Hucoint MP
3. Distru test and MP
4. Anmath Test and exercise(babawiin ko yung 60 ko!!!! ayoko magkaone! wahahahha)
5. Vibal publishing.
6. Angel Tree manning tomorrow.
7. The FB's encomp lecture speech *nerv*
8. Find my stick figure book. *sigh* I still can't believe I lost that book, I found so many good quotes there..
9. cheskita's debut
10. fill the 210 points.
11. I'm so wasted, I'm so wasted. I'm so wasted. I'm so wasted. -->quote frfom the dryad.

I found a new strat in Warcraft....It was not working well, but it worked far enough. (I don't have to avoid air units in the early game...mwahahha)

Monday, November 11, 2002

Fine. I'm fat. sue me.
And just so you know, I'm standing in my computer typing up this entry.
It was stupid, I was wearing one of my 'I look fat in this ensemble' jeans and my only collared shirt with poofy sleeves. The workers at my mom's bank said that I was looking fat.
Now my ever-conscious-about-her-reputation mother said I should quit sitting 24/7 at the pc, cut out my food supply and get a WORKOUT. What the fuck kind of a workout you want me to do? I want to play basketball. But frankly, no one would play with me, She wants me to play sucky badminton with her. Gak, I'm a badminton failure. Now my sister is offering me some lechon and I barked at her. "Di na, mataba na ako."
Then mom goes lecturing bout my butt is plastered to the chair in front of the computer, well, I told her "Pashift mo ako ng course" Of course I didn't want to.
Then she told me I was just playing my games. Well hell, WE WILL DEVELOP GAMES IN THE FUTURE. God, how I wish I could tell her I AM A BETA TESTER AND MY JOB IS TO PLAY GAMES
*sigh*
You know, I have a dream that this exact moment is happening. Although I'm not quite sure...
And I went to the dentist. My teeth are dying. Well one anyway. It had this big gaping hole when My godmother, also my dentist was cleaning my lower braces. I was scrunching my eyes in pain. and I want to howl in agony, but hey, my mouth was being examined and every time I spat excess water and saliva frrom the cleaning, I see blood. WAAAAH BLOOD!
And the dentist was having a hard time covering it up because the gap kept bleeding and my gums kept bleeding like crazy. And I kept wincing and yelping because every air, claw, cotton, pasta that touched the damn shaft gave out imaginable pain. GAAAAAAH
It's so gross. But it's okay now.

Damn if only...there I go again with the if only's
Hmm it's been half an hour, I think I can sit down now.
*sits down comfortably*
I had another glass of that yummy red wine.
Well. That's it for now.

Sunday, November 10, 2002

I'm sipping wine and eating this magnificent chocolate cake from hizon's. And I'm tingly all over.
Today's my dad's birthday, which explained the cake and wine.
Which reminds me...
I might have more wine and cake than I wanted.
I knew there was a reason why I ate a light dinner...
My second glass of wine is already finished...
Will get some more...
*Goes back to the dining room*

Friday, November 08, 2002

that was a sucky post X_x
well the hucoint test went well thank God.
Despite earlier...uhm. well *shrug*
Ate chickenjoy!!! whee!!!!!!! 2 piece.
*yum* so long diet..
Missing someone...
hope he misses me too...♥
wahoo.
I HAVE PATCH 1.04!!!!!!!!
*celebrates*

Thursday, November 07, 2002

Ey i need critiques!!!!

tell me what you think of my latest graphic art...
Flah.
Sir bart was absent again today.
No last period. Now I feel the only class I got on TH is fucking encomp and anmath, which is one of my favorite subjects even if my quiz 2 was a failure.
I have finished memoirs of a geisha. wonderful book.
Drat that Warcraft III patch 1.04, They keep saying the patch will be posted SHORTLY. ha, short my ass. I have been waiting for that patch feverishly ever since yesterday. *snort*
Now, I have this habit of snorting, as in snorting for real in public, which makes people laugh. Because my snorts turn out sarcastic. *snort* I sound like a pig.
I feel like an orc. *grunt*grunt*
I am such a slacker. I have a hucoint departmental tomorrow, and guess what's on my mind, you. warcraft. hucoint (going off the far distance (ka-ping*ka-ping)). distru mp. nothing. you. you. warcraft. ichigo (hungry). you. you...*hug*hugs*hugs*
This day sure is sleepy. *yawn*
Yehey, Got to spend the afternoon again with you. ♥
I know you're sleepy. *hugs* sleep well...
later...*scrabble*scrabble*

Wednesday, November 06, 2002

Whee....
I haven't been rounding arounnd sites that much. so pardon if I don't drop by the guestbooks that often anymore.
I am still addicted to warcraft. patch 1.04 is released in BNET.
Made NE's less uh, appealing, but still managable like before.
Battle Realm's winter of the wolf expansion is already out.

Tuesday, November 05, 2002

hay nawala yung gawa ko.

Another snippet of poetry # 2

Heartfelt words seemed to seep out more often.
As your eyes seemed to sparkle more, brighter and clearer than the starry sky.
The way the touch of your hand seemed to calm me, and soothe me.
And..
And...
Uhmm...*loss for words*
DAMN IT!
*sigh*

Friday, November 01, 2002

hmm pics! pics!
the early people


me and bianca


mel glady vetz and harmy


thats me before the makeup


the new improved me lolz.

....
the party was pretty, the dis-cotillion (sp?) was amazing, we danced, partied, took that much pics hahaha you were there...=) that part made me very very happy.
you look so cute in that maroon polo. okay, okay, Red. =P I grabbed a blue balloon, was accused for being way excited because I got there at 630. making me the first person to arrive...*bleah*

People and dresses. (not much to do)
Mik: A dark blue polo and a gray coat w/ gray slacks.
Abz: blue polo and forgot-the-color-of-the-tie
vetz: 2 piece fading blue dress
harmy: purple halter gown with silver sparkles
gladys: light pink top over dark pink skirt.
mel: a blue fading effect dress over an aqua blue shawl.
cheska (I really liked her gown! =)) : light blue sleeveless top with intricate flower designs over a long flowing skirt.
cat: a beautiful maroon tube dress...=)
ponky: a long white tank dress w/ a white shawl.
you: long sleeved maroon (red) polo with black slacks.. (ADORABLE ♥)
me: my pink spaghetti strap dress
gling: light blue polo w/ black slacks.
fed: pink polo shirt =P black tie and black coat and slacks.
badong: dark blue polo, blue necktie, black coat and slacks.
stip: gray polo shirt, black coat and slacks.
paul lao: jeweled button down shirt and black coat and slacks.
bing: a dark velvet tank dress w/ shawl.
angel: a short red dress w/ a sheer red and black shawl.
martin: I forgot, I just remembered coat, tie, and slacks.
tasj: a beautiful purple spaghetti strap gown with a sheer purple shawl.
bianca the debutante:
outfit#1 a pretty aqua / turquoise blue tube top over a balloon skirt with a sparkling tiara...=)
outfit#2 an empire cut pink halter dress with a trailing skirt.
...
well the night went well. =) happy to be with friends, and of course...you. ♥